My diary, for friends and myself, if you don't know me -- go
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Tuesday, September 18, 2001
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So flip -- FUCK!
| | Another Jay, another wine, more nuts? Nah!
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| | Shitty world, stupid people. |
| | Make money and run. Stand and fight?
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| | Which is right for my kids? |
| | I'm dismayed. No way war.
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| | They're in the stone age -- why is that? |
| | Teach it. Break religion. |
| | My life is changing, faster than I would have thought possible. An old friend used to say, "it's not a video, you know, there's no rewind." Life. Precious life. |
Recession and pre-emptive strikes.
| | I hear Bradley, snoring on the intercom. No, sucking on an empty bottle. I pre-empt, and pop him a new one.
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Why I write my blog
| | I write it for my kids. They'll look back on this one day when they're older, when, where, or how that will be, I don't know. But that's who I write to.
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| | If you don't know me fuck off.
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| | You have no right being here. |
| | If you want to know me, stay. I need you. |
| | I need more wine, I'm still standing. I need to drink myself into a coma tonight.
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| | Last night I couldn't stop seeing the slow-mo into the WTC. Over and over.
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| | These bastards are strategists. They knew know the out come, the end game. They for saw it.
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| | Google cache: Prophecy Culleton Index Lat 19th C Seers: "They shall be suddenly arrested at the gates and forced to fly away in terror, crushed under the deadly blows of the exterminating angel, who, in behalf of the Israelites, destroyed 185,000 men of Sennacherib's army. |
| | "There shall be a three days darkness, during which the atmosphere will be infected by innumerable devils, who shall cause the death of large multitudes of incredulous and wicked men." |
| | ...It is indeed a sad thing to see religious houses desecrated, but it will be necessary in order to eradicate pride and worldly luxuries and to bring all things back to simplicity. |
| | ...The enemy of the good does not stand idle one moment. He studies and practices all his arts against you. He will sow discord amongst your advisors; He will raise up enemies amongst my children. The powers of the world will belch forth fire, and they would that the words be suffocated in the throats of the custodians of my law. That will not happen. They will do harm; harm to themselves. You must hurry. If you cannot untie the knots, cut them. If you find yourself hard pressed, do not give up but continue until the head of the hydra of error is cut off. This stroke will make the world and Hell beneath it tremble, but the world will be safe and all the good will rejoice. |
| | Still, even the 'Munich Option' has risks (the murder of 11 athletes of the Israeli Olympic team in Munich in 1972). Mossad, the Israeli secret service, set about hunting down and killing every Palestinian involved with the Black September group that carried out the action. Golda Meir, the Israeli premier at the time, gave the go-ahead to the operation because she wanted to 'cut off the head of the terrorist hydra'. Thirty years later it has more heads than ever. " |
To my children
| | I'm frightened for you. I see your innocence. I know how you can be programmed.
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| | More wine. I'm still standing. |
| | Live life. It may be short, have plenty of children, enjoy and provide for them, prosper.
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| | Learn to love, fall head-long into it, as many times as you can. Don't worry, grow.
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| | The beauty, the passion -- chase it. Caress it. Love it. Fuck it. Enjoy. Get different things off different people. Find a good lover, find a good thinker, a good listener. Shun advisors.
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| | Whoops. A giddy spell! YaY!
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