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Thursday, October 18, 2001

Bradley cried    I dropped Bradley off at the child minders this morning -- handed him over and he cried, as I was explaining about the food, he cried. So, Haley said "he'll be fine," I said, "give in 'ere a minute -- oooo!" So I took him back kissed and cuddled, carried on explaining, while he still sniffed, passed him back, "he'll be alllll-rrrright -- ooooo," "yeah, 'course yu will Bradley :-)" as I tussled his hair, turned and walked away listening him to wail. "Wah, woo-woo - Wah, wooo-wooooo - wahhhhhh...   Callous bastard. Picked him up tonight. I crawled around the door till he saw me. Both big grins. Picked him up, cuddled, talked about, "he's a good boy." Haley says that over and over. Gave him a kiss, started blowing him kisses, shumwuk, shumwuk, shumwuk, shumwuk. He opens his lips and moves toward me, "shumwuk." Bradley moves toward Haley, I can see that he wants to kiss her too... Thus, I move him toward said target, going, "shumwuk, "shumwuk, "shumwuk." Since she's blonde, a few years younger, nice legs, tits, smile and pretty, this suddenly gets a little embarrassing. Me thinks, I'm in there.   You know when, there's that little sexual arousal, and it permeates the room? That zing?   Her husband's friendly enough Don't think he'd kill me.   I've known her two years now. And up all night    Damn, Amanda was in with Esme -- I don't know why. Then Bradley started kicking off -- this was about 2:30 am this morning, so I took him in with me. Took ages for his to stop -- if he did. When he did, he cried then was asleep. But it only lasted 5 minutes -- he coughed and that woke him up, and he was off bawling again.   Eventually, he fell asleep, me too.   I awoke to hear him crying in a muffled way -- he'd fallen on the floor, face down on the floor, a pillow on top of him, every time he tried raising his head he bashed it on the bed -- I think it was those vibrations that awoke me -- I had a pillow over my head too   So again he eventually fell asleep after mucho crying. Then the bloody alarm clock went off!   Not much sleep for me last night. Discuss