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Wednesday, October 24, 2001

Here they come    Here comes my 19th nervous breakdown. Nah! Looking forward to them coming back. Esme, Bradley and Amanda have been down to Nannie's visiting since Saturday. Today they're coming back. The place is nice and clean, -- tidy. I've to have a bath -- been sweating at night with this damned cold, so I'm pretty smelly.   Yes, it's been very quiet here. In fact I've nearly been lonely. If it wasn't for Maureen the cleaner I'd not have spoken to anybody. Oh, except for a few phone calls. Today I need to go up to the shops to get some supplies. Been wondering about a lot of stuff    About this up coming war, how it's been fading into the background in news terms - yet I see lots of stuff that should be headlines on TV on the net.   And about what I'm doing, working on computers - I want to get back to the land, go fishing more often, not walking in the countryside - that bores me. I want to do something to the land, actually work it or farm it.   Perhaps that's what I should do. Get out of computers and get myself a small holding and grow weird pigs or strange vegetables? Discuss